Tears 

  
Tears roll down my face

My eyes continue to fill

As I sit here lost in time

Sobbing and alone

But do I even know why?

Sometimes I do

Mostly I don’t

Why the tears fall

While my heart breaks. 

I feel as if

I am lost inside myself

Trying to get out

But not knowing how.

So heavy it seems

It might suffocate me

Please go away

Let me be on my way…

Heal My Heart

Woman-Praying

What’s in my heart is sometimes hard to share

wondering whether anyone would even care.

Being hurt before in so many different ways

sometimes I barely make it through the days.

The joy seems to have disappeared

it has instead been replaced by fear.

Oh such a bad place to be in

a heaviness that never ends.

There is no easy way out

because everything inside you doubts…

Your feelings are deceiving

the many lies you are believing.

You have to find a way through

a way to what is true.

A love that will heal your heart

allowing a fresh, new start.

 

 

HOPE

hope is a dream

Sometimes I feel so light…                                                                                                               other times the heavy feeling smothers me.

I wonder if I’ll ever get past it all?                                                                                                       Can I be happy no matter what?

Fighting these feelings inside of me,                                                                                                    it is a constant battle I try to win.

It sneaks up on me and takes me by surprise,                                                                         knocking me off my feet…                                                                                                                 daring me to fight.

I want to run away                                                                                                                                       I want to hide…

Don’t come find me,                                                                                                                                  it will only make me cry.

I have two choices…                                                                                                                             give in and let it overwhelm                                                                                                                   or I can stand up and do my best to push it away.

It can be so hard…

I know I can be free                                                                                                                                and no longer be controlled.

I just have to be strong                                                                                                                         and let it all go.