What’s in my heart is sometimes hard to share
wondering whether anyone would even care.
Being hurt before in so many different ways
sometimes I barely make it through the days.
The joy seems to have disappeared
it has instead been replaced by fear.
Oh such a bad place to be in
a heaviness that never ends.
There is no easy way out
because everything inside you doubts…
Your feelings are deceiving
the many lies you are believing.
You have to find a way through
a way to what is true.
A love that will heal your heart
allowing a fresh, new start.
Sometimes I feel so light… other times the heavy feeling smothers me.
I wonder if I’ll ever get past it all? Can I be happy no matter what?
Fighting these feelings inside of me, it is a constant battle I try to win.
It sneaks up on me and takes me by surprise, knocking me off my feet… daring me to fight.
I want to run away I want to hide…
Don’t come find me, it will only make me cry.
I have two choices… give in and let it overwhelm or I can stand up and do my best to push it away.
It can be so hard…
I know I can be free and no longer be controlled.
I just have to be strong and let it all go.