Heal My Heart

Woman-Praying

What’s in my heart is sometimes hard to share

wondering whether anyone would even care.

Being hurt before in so many different ways

sometimes I barely make it through the days.

The joy seems to have disappeared

it has instead been replaced by fear.

Oh such a bad place to be in

a heaviness that never ends.

There is no easy way out

because everything inside you doubts…

Your feelings are deceiving

the many lies you are believing.

You have to find a way through

a way to what is true.

A love that will heal your heart

allowing a fresh, new start.

 

 

HOPE

hope is a dream

Sometimes I feel so light…                                                                                                               other times the heavy feeling smothers me.

I wonder if I’ll ever get past it all?                                                                                                       Can I be happy no matter what?

Fighting these feelings inside of me,                                                                                                    it is a constant battle I try to win.

It sneaks up on me and takes me by surprise,                                                                         knocking me off my feet…                                                                                                                 daring me to fight.

I want to run away                                                                                                                                       I want to hide…

Don’t come find me,                                                                                                                                  it will only make me cry.

I have two choices…                                                                                                                             give in and let it overwhelm                                                                                                                   or I can stand up and do my best to push it away.

It can be so hard…

I know I can be free                                                                                                                                and no longer be controlled.

I just have to be strong                                                                                                                         and let it all go.